"Hold On" lyrics

I've been tryna hold on, hold on
Been feeling down for so long, so long
Don't got no one to run to, run to
That's why I stick to me myself and I
I'm stuck inside my mind doing time like 25 to life
Been tryna make it through the days been tryna push through the nights
This is what I go through, go through
This is a chemical pain, I don't know how to explain so I just hold on

Everyday's a war inside my head, head
I tried to smell the flowers but the roses were dead
Stuck in a cycle and it doesn't seem to end
Cause everyday I wake up hurting over and over again
I'm lost and so depressed
I can't catch my breath
When I'm feeling down
Thought after thought I hope I come around

I can't take, all the pain
All the fire burning through my veins
At the end of the day
I gotta act like I'm okay cause

I've been tryna hold on, hold on
Been feeling down for so long, so long
Don't got no one to run to, run to
That's why I stick to me myself and I
I'm stuck inside my mind doing time like 25 to life
Been tryna make it through the days been tryna push through the nights
This is what I go through, go through
This is a chemical pain, I don't know how to explain so I just hold on

Hold on to the hope that I'll get better
Hold on to the hope that this won't last forever
Calling out to God but I don't hear back
Is it cause I only ask for favors when I'm down bad?
I've been losing hope, I've been letting go
Of the things and the people I love the most
No I'm not okay, so don't even ask
Cause I'm gone and never coming back

I can't take, all the pain
All the fire burning through my veins
At the end of the day
I gotta act like I'm okay cause

I've been tryna hold on, hold on
Been feeling down for so long, so long
Don't got no one to run to, run to
That's why I stick to me myself and I
I'm stuck inside my mind doing time like 25 to life
Been tryna make it through the days been tryna push through the nights
This is what I go through, go through
This is a chemical pain, I don't know how to explain so I just hold on