"I'm Not Okay" lyrics

I'm not okay
I'm tired of feeling down
I can't escape
The thoughts inside my mind

My depression gets the best of me
Yeah, I'm all alone and I know that
Ain't nobody gonna rescue me
I gotta figure it out all on my own

Been feeling down
I've been feeling numb
I tried everything but I'm still giving up
Pills and therapy ain't worry like I thought they would
And self medicating with shots of liquor got me feeling worse

Thoughts inside my mind haunt me everywhere I go
Dying on the inside and nobody even knows
I'm fighting battles on my own
Self isolating I wanna stay at home

I put on a smile just to get by
Despite all the pain that I feel inside
I got no one to run to
It's just me myself and I

I'm not okay
I'm tired of feeling down
I can't escape
The thoughts inside my mind

My depression gets the best of me
Yeah, I'm all alone and I know that
Ain't nobody gonna rescue me
I gotta figure it out all on my own

The more I talk, the less they understand
That's why I bottle up my thoughts and keep 'em to myself
That's why I never bother reaching out for any help
Cause everything I've been through is some shit that they ain't never felt
Been keeping distance from the people I love cause I don't want them to see me hurting bad and I
Keep praying for the God that's above over and over but I ain't hearing back

I put on a smile just to get by
Despite all the pain that I feel inside
I got no one to run to
It's just me myself and I

I'm not okay
I'm tired of feeling down
I can't escape
The thoughts inside my mind

My depression gets the best of me
Yeah, I'm all alone and I know that
Ain't nobody gonna rescue me
I gotta figure it out all on my own