"How To Be Lonely" lyrics

I can show you how to fall apart
A new way to disappear
It's my time to wilt
With nothing left to bloom
They'll never find me here

This is how to numb the pain
A beautiful decay

I'm always drowning in the dark all alone
It's getting harder here to breathe on my own
I'm always digging down the same fucking hole
Where I've been peeling the skin from my bones

And it just...

Feels like I'm running in place
Nothing but death underneath
It's a curse I can't break
So tell me why would I stay
When time kills everything
Nothing but emptiness remains
I can show you how to be lonely

I'm always killing myself
Going through hell
Just so I can feel it burn
I guess I got what I deserve
I'm always dragging an empty lake
I've been living to suffer and dying to find an escape

I'm always dying to find an escape

Feels like I'm running in place
Nothing but death underneath
It's a curse I can't break
So tell me why would I stay
When time kills everything
Nothing but emptiness remains
I can show you how to be lonely

I was afraid to die
But now I find comfort in closing my eyes
If it's my time to leave
This is how I'll be saying goodbye

I can show you how to fall apart
A new way to disappear

Feels like I'm running in place
Nothing but death underneath
It's a curse I can't break
So tell me why would I stay
When time kills everything
Nothing but emptiness remains
I can show you how to be lonely

I can show you how to be lonely