"I Don't Want To Be Here Anymore" lyrics

"I Don't Want To Be Here Anymore"

Does Heaven ever mourn for me?
When I beg for a God that I barely believe in
Never a vacancy that makes it worth the sacrifice
I fucking die every day of my life

It's never enough to just slit my throat
My body a prison that won't ever let me go
My lungs deteriorate while I'm gasping for air
How long until I suffocate?

How long until the bleeding turns to withering?
I've seen how it ends but there's no way to leave
Cursed to life that feels like a disease
I don't want to be here anymore

I don't want to be here anymore

Can I just be erased
Left inside the shadows to waste

If everything we love gets taken from us
Was I never loved by anyone?

It was never enough

Does Heaven ever mourn for me?
Does Heaven ever mourn when everybody leaves?

Does Heaven ever mourn for me?

Begging to suffocate
Everyone leaves


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