"Speak" lyrics

I wish you'd speak to me
But you're too tired of everything
When I said yes I meant it
But I'm disposable to you then
Trade you grace for grief
As if I ever meant something
Douse myself in old delusions
Holding on to how we used to

You tied your loose ends in one clean message
Ooh, some sort of overcorrection
Bet that's not what you tell your friends

I wish you'd speak to me
But you're too tired of everything
When I said yes I meant it
But I'm disposable to you then
Trade you grace for grief
As if I ever meant something
Douse myself in old delusions
Holding on to how we used to

You didn't care to say goodbye
Now all I'm left with is the silence on the same floor
That used to bear the trails of our clothes to your bedroom
Do you feel nothing at all?
Pathetic, I know I shouldn't call
You need your space more than I need anything at all

I wish you'd speak to me
But you're too tired of everything
When I said yes I meant it
But I'm disposable to you then
Trade you grace for grief
As if I ever meant something
Douse myself in old delusions
Holding on to how we used to

Speak to me
But you're too tired of everything
When I said yes I meant it
But I'm disposable to you then
Trade you grace for grief
As if I ever meant something
Douse myself in old delusions
Holding on to how we used to be