"Light" lyrics

How do I know how I'm supposed to feel now?
Where did you go with all the light left in me?
How do you sleep knowing this was all for real?
And where do you keep your regrets tucked away so you can breathe?

I've called when you're wasted
It's my fault that I can't sleep
Pull back and hold it in
Just like I always did
There's something, I can't place it
It haunts me like a daydream
Pull back and hold it in
Just like I always did

I'm waiting for you to pull me under
I'm waiting for you to pull me under

I'll wake up in the same sheets you slept in
And I'll breathe out, count my steps and play pretend
And I'll get home, fall asleep with the TV on
And you can tell yourself that I'm the one who's given up

I'm waiting for you to pull me under
I'm waiting for you to pull me under

I've called when you're wasted
It's my fault that I can't sleep
Pull back and hold it in
Just like I always did
There's something, I can't place it
It haunts me like a daydream
Pull back and hold it in
Just like I always did

I'm waiting for you to pull me under
I'm waiting for you to pull me

How do I know how I'm supposed to feel now?
Where did you go with all the light left in me?
How do you sleep knowing this was all for real?
Where do you keep your regrets tucked away so you can breathe?