"Last Rhymes" lyrics

How come when finding myself
In need of help always in the same hell
When I look down at my hands and they change
Change with my age but the view is so strange

Cause I am the same same froze the brain
Just I'm expected to be anyway
Expected to play by the rules of a game I don't know
And I don't like that that's why I won't stay

Leaving tonight for the last time
Inside this lyric my last primes
I tried understanding but can't lie
I can't understand why I can't find

Peace in this life like witting my rights
So switch when she smile and see deep in my eyes
Sunroof is down trees warping by
It's hurtful to look at her thinking goodbye

Never gonna see you again
I'm leaving you lonely forever in pain
Its gonna be the last time I'm making you hurt tho
Please don't me mad at me babe

I'm gonna find you again
In a new space the next phase
Where the stars seem to never end
Don't worry I will wait
Don't hold back your taste girl
You don't always need to be so brave

Love drowning in passive self pity
Been sitting with rope in my hands tryna end it
I hide like a roach and demand no one see me
Bias to send this wish someone would feel me for real

But asking too much when I heal
Copin' with weed thousand dollars a deal
Rollin it up blowin' up for the steam that I've built
Pushing down how I'm feeling for years

My heart is in pain is yours aching too
Or is it just me always feeling blue
Not really sure if I fill my short shoes
In a life I'm not sure I can fit into

Money a fast car a bangin' hoe
Using cool words I am proud to use
I'm driving real fast down a crowded road
Making up lyrics that sittin' too close to home

I don't wanna live no more that's the truth
But I don't wanna die I'm too scared to lose you
Need you too soon
Live long I'll wait for you