"Smoked / Thorns & Fire" lyrics

I'm fuckin' smoked
Rollin' up some dope to ease the mood
It's always sum
Just let me throw a field of rose and gold
And thorns and fire
I see a low so deep in lost desire

Everything at once it's just so fucking typical
Too much to carry I don't know where it's still comical
Being honest to myself inside I'd rather be somebody far
Far away from everything I've learned so far

I don't wanna start over but I'd redo it
I don't wanna bleed through it, sent them all my G for it
I'm sorry I can't see through it
Fuck on me once okay but twice you gonna bleed for it

So I hope you got exactly what you need from me
Bitch I can't sleep from it while I sit and bleed for it
Now why they leave the fiend done it
I'm just fucking pissed that dogs get treated like they bleed honest

One day I ain't even bein' on earth

I'm fuckin' smoked
Rollin' up some dope to ease the mood
It's always sum
Just let me throw a field of rose and gold
And thorns and fire
I see a low so deep in lost desire

And like everything is not enough there's always more
When I'm forced to swallow peace and bend over to take it all
In the midst of chaos and betrayal light the ones I love
I pick up the phone and answer wish she'd never call

Finding out the man I always wished I knew better
Is passing on from life and time has come to walk forever
And every tear I spilled as a child wondering why
He calms down me [?] and brought the life into my eyes

Now there's no time left took composure from me
It's like gram got theft and I'm loosened to it
I just want to rest and I might just do it
Such a fucking mess I'm so ready for it

I'm fuckin' smoked
Rollin' up some dope to ease the mood
It's always sum
Just let me throw a field of rose and gold
And thorns and fire
I see a low so deep in lost desire