"Because Of You" lyrics

Ayy, Oz, give me a motherfuckin' painkiller

I don't want you, it's time for you to go
Oh, you, I'm high up
I don't want you, it's time for you to go

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I couldn't dream of life
I don't know why I put you in [?]
I guess I could adjust you
[?]
I'm numb without you, get you off my mind
Cut you, I'm high up
I don't want you, it's time for you to go
Oh, you, I'm high up
I don't want you, it's time for you to go

When I jumped off the porch, I went in the street, shells missed my head and went in my feet
I could've been dead, danced with the devil, but I guess God was drilling for me
I was playing with that lead and I was a kid, first time I bled, but I wasn't scared
I knew I was gon' make it out of them trenches, didn't nobody listen to shit that I said

Not many "Miranda rights" got read, every time I seen the cops, I fled
And sure as I stand I never consider me taking a stand 'cause I'm not fed
I made my bed, I will not fold no matter the pain and tears I shed
I need more meds 'cause I lost Cap, then I lost Max and I lost Greg

Still so fucked-up 'bout my past, I ain't even get a chance to grieve my dad
I was stuck in the street life chasing a bag, I ain't even get a chance to see my gramps

Damn, thought this shit for the fam
Damn, need a psych exam
Damn, got me blowing a Trans Am
Like fuck this Lamb'

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I couldn't dream of life
I don't know why I put you in [?]
I guess I could adjust you
[?]
I'm numb without you, get you off my mind
Cut you, I'm high up
I don't want you, it's time for you to go
Oh, you, I'm high up
I don't want you, it's time for you to go

Uh, I'm stackin' Ms so tall they never gon' fall, but shit, I ain't happy at all
I gotta raise my kids and nieces and nephews too 'cause they whacked my dogs
I'm still losing sleep, pray my past don't catch up to me, I was breaking the law
Thirty-forty pills a week trying to take away the memories and shit that I saw

It was war time, I got the call
No more sliding, I just wanna ball
Promise if I vent to you, don't judge me
Show you how to kill, just jump in the front seat
Did what we did, but that shit wasn't sweet
We take beef and turn it to lunch meat
We left all them bodies on one street
Drench blew the switch in front of my auntie

Hand on a stick, we don't keep it tucked
I must admit, we didn't give a fuck
How we get here? It wasn't by luck
I been to shootouts and I didn't duck
You spot a man, hop out and rush
Bring me his head, I got a buck
Cold as fuck, used to hop on a bus
Now I spend a half an M on a truck
Swerve

[?]
I couldn't dream of life
I don't know why I put you in [?]
I guess I could adjust you
[?]
I'm numb without you, get you off my mind
Cut you, I'm high up
I don't want you, it's time for you to go
Oh, you, I'm high up
I don't want you, it's time for you to go