"Blinding Wings" lyrics

I'll never face it
I find it hard enough to face the mirror
Don't wanna accept that you're not here anymore
Coping with changes
Got the call after the venue cleared
Now it's only silence that I hear

Crazy I was talking to you last week
Drunk tattoos and watching documentaries
Talking 'bout the future, don't remind me
Now I have to put the past behind me

I remember yesterday
Too well, too well
Wishing I could take your place
I can't cry, it won't help
Now I'm stuck here standing
Underneath your willow tree
Wishing you were here with me
Now I'm seeing blinding wings
Over me
Over me

Caught in a nightmare
Flatline the first time I heard no sound
Hating that I couldn't save you now
It's mental warfare
Battling the stages of my grief
Screaming but nobody's listening
Listening

Crazy I was talking to you last week
Tried to bring you out 'cause I was missing
You but all that's left are just the memories
Now I have to put the past behind me

I remember yesterday
Too well, too well
Wishing I could take your place
I can't cry, it won't help
Now I'm stuck here standing
Underneath your willow tree
Wishing you were here with me
Now I'm seeing blinding wings
Over me
Over me
Over me

I remember yesterday
Too well, too well
Wishing I could take your place
I can't cry, it won't help
Now I'm stuck here standing
Underneath your willow tree
Wishing you were here with me
Now I'm seeing blinding wings
Over me
Over me