"November" lyrics

Now that months have passed, I don't think about our past
I know it wouldn't last, so I'm not mad about what we had
I know you're feelin' sad, still cryin' every night
I know seasons change, and you're not feelin' right (Yeah)

You held me close, I remember (Yeah)
I left you cold in December (Yeah)
You watched me break and don't say a thing
You can't hear a thing, so I'll scream now
I'm all alone in November
She's never here when I need her
I try a lot, and I cry a lot
And I'm tryin' hard not to bleed out

You don't wanna share your love, but I keep makin' moves for us
And you don't wanna gain my trust so you could get it lost in lust
And I just wanna fall in love, but I don't wanna fall with some
'Cause they be down in the dust and I ain't got time for jokes, yeah

You held me close, I remember (You held me close)
I left you cold in December (Cold in December)
You watched me break and don't say a thing
You can't hear a thing so I'll scream now (Now)
I'm all alone in November (All alone)
She's never here when I need her (Never here when)
I try a lot, and I cry a lot
And I'm tryin' hard not to bleed out

I'm tryin' hard not to bleed out
You're never close when I need ya
When I need ya
When I need ya