"Nail In The Coffin" lyrics

I got all these voices in my head that I been runnin' from
I cover up and no-one's there, guess I'm just outta luck
I need some peace of mind, the bottle always callin' me
I stop myself before I end up makin' more mistakes
Lost sometimes, I'm just feelin' through the darkness
I've been stackin' but I still got all these hardships
But look at what my art did, yeah, just look at what I've started
I made it through the trenches all regardless

It's just another nail in the coffin that I lay in
Take me to the night where the dark is my oasis
Evil in my blood, yeah, but I could never face it
Dyin' while I'm dreamin', yeah, I love it and I hate it

Ever since I made it out, the music just stopped being fun
I've had friends that switch up on me solely because of the funds
I just bury it and move on, yeah but I still wish em luck
Cold heart is barely beating, yeah, but I got plenty love
Late nights, I fall apart again, pray I'm not wakin' up
All my mistakes, they call to me, I've finally had enough
All this trauma turn me to someone I hated
Tell the Reaper, "Hurry up," cause I been waitin'

It's just another nail in the coffin that I lay in
Take me to the night where the dark is my oasis
Evil in my blood, yeah, but I could never face it
Dyin' while I'm dreamin', yeah, I love it and I hate it