"10-56" lyrics

When you dig, do you sound afraid?
Do you think you can get rid of that ray?
Put it out in a song or put it up somewhere high?
Where it's not so accessible
What's in the living room now?
Say, can you stay where you are in the bedroom?
Just to get through until morning

Hold on, hold on, we're almost there
Old deed in the back seat, she don't care
Envy me, I'm getting all these stares
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on
Think of all the things that we could share
You better not die on me, I swear
Hold on, hold on

[?] I hate myself
Why can't I just be someone else?
Empty inside, I'm just a shell
Empty this life, I think I'm in hell
You're better off without me around
I'm sorry, all I do is let you down
I'm the white noise in your sound
I'm the dead roots in your ground
I can't wait to escape by any means
All my burden placed on me
Why am I only happy when I bleed?
I am a cancer, can't you see?

But I can't conquer all my fears
Why have I wasted all these years?
I hope you drown in all my tears
If life is pain, why am I here?

Hold on, hold on, we're almost there
Old deed in the back seat, she don't care
Envy me, I'm getting all these stares
(If life is pain, why am I here?)
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on
Think of all the things that we could share
You better not die on me, I swear
Hold on, hold on