"All My Fault" lyrics

This problems gonna last a little more than a weekend
Even if I keep breathing
I don't have a thing to believe in
Don't have the words to keep you from leaving
And I'm the root of your problems, solve them
Put a little bleach in my drink I'm a goner
I would die for my team what an honor
I know I'll never be as good as my father

I want to do something important of course
I was never meant for it talents ignored
And I'm bored with this life 'cause I never move forward
No matter how hard I'm trying
Every night on the inside dying
Never answer the feds keep spying
Who would love me? No one in their right
Mind
Sorry that I can't be your lifeline
Sorry I don't laugh at the right times

(It's all my fault this is all my fault)

There there you're all right
I just want to stare at you all night
For when we touch I fear you'll disappear
And I wake up just the canary in the coal mine
There to see if there's air to breath I won't
Let your words get the best of me I don't
Need you or your company I just
Wish something would work out for me for once

But I'm a letdown head down every night
Pouring cups rolling blunts can I get a light
Keep my head in the clouds with the satellites
And if I don't look down then I'll be alright

This world got some rules that I can't abide
And no one on this earth makes it out alive
I don't know how much longer I'll survive
Do my best, take it one breath at a time

This problems gonna last a little more than a weekend
Even if I keep breathing
I don't have a thing to believe in
Don't have the words to keep you from leaving
And I'm the root of your problems, solve them
Put a little bleach in my drink I'm a goner
I would die for my team what an honor
I know I'll never be as good as my father