"Apollo" lyrics

I'm a real young boy
With a real big bag
And I've got a lot of haters hating what they'll never have
Life was going good now I'm pretty fucking sad
I just want to hang with someone pretty fucking bad
This room I'm in's become a cell
The world has gone and went to hell
I'm not doing all that well
But you can't save me save yourself

It feels like I'm drowning
Covid all around me
I want to hear your voice
Yeah I want to see your face
I girl I want to feel your arms
I just want a little taste

But this place is not the same maybe it'll never be
Don't want you to feel my pain, I just want someone to see
That I'm not well
That I'm not good
That I'm not sick, I'm misunderstood
Yeah the world is burning I can feel the flames
And it keeps on getting worse every mother fucking day
Haven't seen you in a month, you live half a mile away
If something doesn't change soon I'm gonna go insane

Cause you're not there
And it's not fair
I'm done acting
Like I don't care

I'm a real young boy
With a real big bag
And I've got a lot of haters hating what they'll never have
Life was going good now I'm pretty fucking sad
I just want to hang with someone pretty fucking bad
This room I'm in's become a cell
The world has gone and went to hell
I'm really not doing so well
Cause you can't help me save yourself

So pour a little more down
There's nothing else to do now
Yeah the future inconsequential
It's a good thing that my dealer is essential
Feeling fuck my residential
Wishing I was full of lead like a pencil
Smile on my face watching life disassemble
Looking like a tattoo, feeling like a stencil

Empty
Gone hollow
Find my lost souls
On the day after tomorrow
Life's a movie
With a bad trope
I'm the OG
I'm a new hope