"Carry On" lyrics

Check my message, check my face, no, I'm not the way I once was
'Bout to leave without a trace and you won't ever know 'cause
I'll be gone on my own
Brand new state to call my home
And if I ever come back, you won't recognize the girl you know
Always welcome at my house
We'll watch Dexter on the couch
As we wait for life to go somewhere
You can come crash at my pad and I'll explain it to your dad
I know that you were sad, but no one cared

But in the end it's better if we don't pretend that things aren't changin'
Forest fires bring new life
Couldn't new life be amazin'?
All the places on my map
When I go I won't come back
Forget me if you can't carry on
Just carry on

California, here I come
I'll be homeless if I have to
'Cause I know I'll be someone and everybody else will know soon
I'm the one that you know that was afraid to leave my home
If I ever come back then I guess I'm truly out of hope
Always welcome in my life
You don't care, but that's alright
Think that all I am is all I've done
But if you call then I'll be there
I'm not perfect, I'm aware
I don't care about what you think, I've become [?]

But in the end it's better if we don't pretend that things aren't changin'
Forest fires bring new life
Couldn't new life be amazin'?
All the places on my map
When I go I won't come back
Forget me if you can't carry on
Just carry on

I've been facin', familiar faces
Off to the races
Everything is fine
It's not [?] pacin'
[?] wasted
Off to the races
[?]

But in the end it's better if we don't pretend that things aren't changin'
Forest fires bring new life
Couldn't new life be amazin'?
All the places on my map
When I go I won't come back
Forget me if you can't carry on
Just carry on