"HEART OF DARKNESS" lyrics

(You don't taste like him, so I don't wanna kiss you)
(You don't feel the pain that him and I have been through)

He's cryin' in my arms, why can't I understand him?
He says my heart is darker than the ocean that I stand in
He's cryin' in my arms, but I don't wanna fix it
Nothing really matters when he wished that I was different

I don't wanna leave, but I don't wanna stay
I don't wanna lie, so I just look away
In another life, we'd have our wedding day
But that is not today, and this ain't love, 'cause

You don't taste like him, so I don't wanna kiss you
You don't feel the pain that him and I have been through
You don't realize where my head is when I'm with you
I know that it's awful and I wanna change it, but I can't
And even if I had a second chance
I would screw you all over again
And again, and again
Because I have a heart of darkness (Ooh)

Lily, is that you?

Before I even saw you, he was already my wallpaper
Never thought I'd be one, but I guess that I'm a heartbreaker
Audacious, outrageous
To think I wouldn't end up with somebody who ain't famous, damn

I don't wanna leave, but I don't wanna stay
I don't wanna lie, so I just look away
In another life, baby, I would've stayed
But that is not today, and this ain't love

You don't taste like him, so I don't wanna kiss you
You don't feel the pain that him and I have been through
You don't realize where my head is when I'm with you
I know that it's awful and I wanna change it, but I can't
And even if I had a second chance
I would screw you all over again
And again, and again
Because I have a heart of darkness

(Oh) Heart of darkness
(Oh) Heart of darkness
(Oh) Heart of darkness
(Oh) So forgive me