"Never Tell A Soul" lyrics

I'm not sure I'll ever be free
I gave then let them take the rest of me
Left my heart to drown out at sea
Thought I loved a man who loved a bottle or three

And the world went mad you see
Well worn with ecstasy

And no man could love me well
So I spent a couple years in hell
Maybe I'll disappear for a spell
Leave and never tell a soul

I'm not sure you'll ever get caught
As long as what you're selling is being bought
You're such a good showman
Oh it breaks my heart
To know that inside you're all broken apart

And the world went mad you see
Well worn with ecstasy

And no man could love me well
So I spent a couple years in hell
Maybe I'll disappear for a spell
Leave and never tell a soul

And the worst part is that you
Got high on my loves fumes
And now you're off to states I've never known
I'll live well and I'll live good
I won't look back though I wish I could