"Laughing At Myself" lyrics

Nobody tells you when you grow up
You learn a lot of shit but still don't know stuff
Talkin' to my last couple braincells
Sayin' "Where you at? Think I need help"
I kinda maybe probably got a problem
But I don't care enough to try to solve 'em
I'm runnin' out of room like a hotel
People come and go and I can't tell

I don't blame me, no
A little, maybe so
But that's the way it goes
When your highs get low
And your friends go home

All my dreams are nightmares
All my friends are too fucked up
I could make a billion dollars
And it wouldn't be enough
And I thought I found somebody
But she found somebody else
I'd be crying if I wasn't always laughing at myself

A hundred miles an hour going nowhere
I wouldn't even know it if I got there
I done a lot of bad for a good time
I seen a lot of dark on the bright side

I don't blame me, no
A little, maybe so
But that's the way it goes
When your highs get low
And your friends go home

All my dreams are nightmares
All my friends are too fucked up
I could make a billion dollars
And it wouldn't be enough
And I thought I found somebody
But she found somebody else
I'd be crying if I wasn't always laughing at myself

Always
Always
Always
Always laughing at myself

Now all my dreams are nightmares
All my friends are too fucked up
I could make a billion dollars
And it wouldn't be enough
And I thought I found somebody
But she found somebody else
I'd be crying if I wasn't always laughing at myself

Always
Always
Always
Always laughing at myself

Always
Always
Always
Always laughing at myself