"Modern Art" lyrics

Biting my tongue when you walk in
Sparkling lights have all gone dim
We both know that nights like this
Just waste away

Like to pretend that we're okay
Doin' the last of your cocaine
Counting my steps from the bed
Down the hall to the alleyway

I don't wanna be lost down here forever
I get too high just tryin' to forget her
You say that I'm bringing you down
That's finally coming for you

Right now under this silver moon
I couldn't love you
It's like I realized I didn't even want to

And now I crash my car
Bleed out like modern art
I had to lose myself to know I couldn't love you

Why do I freeze when you freak out?
Feels like a stranger in my house
We both know that nights like this just waste away

Try to leave you in a bar back there in Phoenix
You're livin' in my mind like every second
You say that I'm bringing you down
That's finally coming for you

Right now under this silver moon
I couldn't love you
It's like I realized I didn't even want to

And now I crash my car
Bleed out like modern art
I had to lose myself to know I couldn't love you

Know I couldn't love you
Know I couldn't love you

And now I crash my car
Bleed out like modern art
I had to lose myself to know I couldn't love you