"ur an absolute c word (interlude)" lyrics

To feel is to be open
And not everyone is broken
But I know that the ones that I chose
Sit here with their hearts stolen
To feel is to be present deep in adolescence
To be betrayed, losin' trust by a certain age
And if you must you might feel a type of way

I love to feel, but I don't wanna die
I'm lonely and I'm hurtin' and sometimes I feel alive
There's only in the moments that I feel a little high
And then everything else hurts deep inside
It feels like a dagger, it feels like distrust
It feels like when my father told me that he must go away, chase a high
Protect his own dream
And in his adolescence I might be lost, unseen

Hold onto my left hand, mother in my right
Feelin' like I'm blessed, but I'm sorry that I'm not
I like each day, it twinkles in the night
The moon shines bright and it makes me feel alright

Wow, silly
Fuck, that was incredible, did come up with that?
It was so, it was so bad
You fucking absolute cunt, you're an absolute cunt
Stop
God and then that's the end of the album, goodbye