"Faint" lyrics

Oh, you know me
I'm a killer
I let feelings come and go
I said I'd let you win
But you figured I might be doing this all for show

And I'm surely not the first one
And I'm surely not the last
To be bringing the best ones right down with me
And then I might fall through the cracks

But I knew you could be cruel
I knew you could be faint
And I knew all of us would lie bleeding when in your wake
But I'll find a record now
To make sense of it all somehow
I knew you could be faint

Oh, you knew me
In the winter
Taking our coats off at the door
And hoping you'd watch me, I brought you a present
I'd never done that before

And I'm surely not the first one
And I'm surely not the last
To come crawling out the wreckage
Feeling sorry I ever asked

But I knew you could be cruel
I knew you could be faint
And I knew all of us would lie bleeding when in your wake
But I'll find a record now
To make sense of it all somehow
I knew you could be faint

I'm battered on the outside
These bruises that won't heal
I'd rather be on the bright side
Than leave your heart to steal