"To Be Happy" lyrics

I used to be happy
I used to be fine
I used to be happy, oh
I used to be fine

Oh God, I'm alone with you darling
Playing with hairs on my arm in the silence
Like it might make me change my mind
I think I'll walk you outside

Oh God, there's a pressure defining me
(I used to be happy)
Oh God, there's a pleasure inside of me
(I used to be fine)
It might make me stay for a while
(I used to be happy)
It might make me stay
(I used to be fine)

I used to be happy
I used to be fine
I used to be happy
I used to be fine

And usually I hate the heat of the summer
Two bodies, I'm one break from sleeping the summer
Oh God
I think you might make me stay for a while
Yeah, usually I hate the heat of the summer
Two bodies, I'm one break from sleeping the summer
Oh God
I think you might make me stay for a while

Tell me what do you see when you look at me
(I used to be happy)
Are your eyes getting older, or just tired of me?
(I used to be fine)
Oh God
(I used to be happy)
I think you might make me stay for a while
(I used to be fine)

I used to be happy
I used to be fine
I used to be happy
I used to be fine

Oh, somedays change my mind
And somebody gave me warmth on the outside
Oh, sometimes I change my mind
(It's okay)
I'll walk you outside

I used to be happy
I used to be fine
I used to be happy
I used to be fine