"Lilly" lyrics

The hell that you've been through
The world was against you
Like when you were 12 and taking care of mom
'Cause daddy liked to drink too much
It forced you into growing up
You were stuck in a small town
Thought you'll never get out
And when you thought you finally found the one
Learned how it hurts to lose someone
Don't know how you did it, how you carried on

So tell me are you happy?
'Cause I know that you've never had it easy
Maybe I was wrong for thinking you are indestructible
That you don't get emotional
Lilly, I'm so sorry

For all of the late nights
And every dumb fight
When I treated you like my human punching bag
If only I could take it back
'Cause I was just a kid, didn't know what it meant

So tell me are you happy?
'Cause I know that you've never had it easy
Maybe I was wrong for thinking you are indestructible
That you don't get emotional
Lilly, I'm so sorry

I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry

Oh, you're so much more than all the cards that you were dealt with
Don't you dare apologize for finally being selfish
I'm sorry for the part I played, I'm sure it didn't help things

So tell me are you happy?
Or do you miss your life before you had me?
Cause now I'm old enough to know that love can be dysfunctional
And nothing's unconditional
Lilly, I'm so sorry