"Meltdown" lyrics

Mhh, don't test my patience
Don't cross my line
And don't pretend you know me
Or what's on my mind
Only darkness hold's me
There's no light inside
I'm just a monster
No where to hide

Yeah I'm pushing it
Pushing it doesn't matter if the shoes fitting
Loose hinges, pretty sick of all the bullshitting
You bitches getting likes asking who's clicking
Y'all just booze driven
Take the focus off of who's dripping

Trend shifting, transcending to a new vision
Y'all are late 'cause the fact is I been gifted
So I'm dismissing anybody that been dissing my inhibition or my decisions
So tell me that I fell off
Label me a Sellout
Tell me that the way I'm living now has got me hell-bound
But if I make it in my lane you tell me I should help out
Well now
Where were you when I was in a meltdown

You can't see the demons in my mind that I been feeding
Every time I write a Line I go to war the evil Deepens
And the Reasons that I even started Rap are feeling weakened
You could never understand so this is where I'll leave it

Mhh, don't test my patience
Don't cross my line
And don't pretend you know me
Or what's on my mind
Only darkness hold's me
There's no light inside
I'm just a monster
No where to hide