"butterflies in reverse" lyrics

Let go of what let go of you
Even though it's really hard to
Easier to stand like a statue
Than for you to move

Good times, good times
I can think of a few
Even though it's really hard to
Miss something you never thought you'd lose

Butterflies in reverse
Because this time it just hurts
Maybe this time goodbye was a good thing

If I call, would you even pick it up?
I shouldn't call, I shouldn't call, I shouldn't call
I keep telling myself I wasn't good enough
But it was both our fault, both our faults

Let go of what let go of you
Like the trees let the leaves do
After all the time it took to bloom
Sunshine, sunshine washes out the hue
Faded memories of you
Everyday a little less to lose

Butterflies in reverse
Because this time it just hurts
Maybe this time goodbye was a good thing

If I call, would you even pick it up?
I shouldn't call, I shouldn't call, I shouldn't call
I keep telling myself I wasn't good enough
But it was both our fault, both our faults

I shouldn't call, I shouldn't call, I shouldn't call
After it all, after it all, after it all
I shouldn't call, I shouldn't call, I shouldn't call
It was both our fault, both our faults