"I'm So Bored" lyrics

I cried myself to sleep
Again, it's embarrassing
I can't believe you
Made a fool of me
You sold me on
A pretty lie, a baited life
I booked a flight
And promised not to leave
And I don't think
Anyone really knows
What you're like
When you're alone
When you send
Everyone home
I don't think you
Even know it
Now, close the show
And take a bow
Enjoy your space
Figure it out

But I'm so bored
I barely even noticed
When you never came home
I'm so bored
I barely even notice anymore
That you're gone
Because I'm so bored

Treat your lovers like
They work for you
I liked it
To a point, I guess
I look good on my knees
You begged me
In the drug store once
Saying, "please, don't say
You'd be okay
If I should ever leave"

You were so sure of me
Showing me everything
I'd want to see
I almost did not believe
You were so sure of me
Had to have me
Then you got me
Now we only speak
Through intermediaries

God, I'm so bored
I barely even noticed
When you never came home
I'm so bored, I barely even notice
Anymore that you're gone
I'm so bored

I cried myself to sleep
Again, it's embarrassing
I call up friends
I haven't seen since we met
I try to hold
A love for you
When they ask me
I say, "it's complicated"
(But I don't think it is)

You don't want to have to tell me twice
And I'd better respond nice
You don't have room for my-
Said, you don't have room for my feelings
But you'd like to stay friends
Okay, what are those again?

You don't have friends
You have meetings

And I'm so bored
I can't believe we're doing this
Again, I'm so old
I'm so bored
So let's just skip
Right to the part
Where you're gone
And I'm so bored
I can't keep the lie going
Through the chorus
I'm so bored

Did you leave already?
I didn't notice