"The Villain" lyrics

I don't wanna talk about
Anything I'm thinking
I don't wanna see you there
I don't wanna fake it

Driving alone
Past your house
You know
I used to be
Someone else
Now I'm so tired
Uninspired by
Everything
I've done

I keep it in check
I fall apart
I figured it out
It took too long
I'm calling it now
I was so willing
To make you the villain

Made it to the party now
Everyone is drinking
Trying to forget ourselves
Maybe I can fake it
I told your sister
That I missed her
'Cause it feels so small
Being bitter
Now I'm ashamed
By all the blame
I've levied onto you

I keep it in check
I fall apart
I figured it out
It took too long
I'm calling it now
I was so willing
To make you the villain

I'm ashamed
By all the blame
I've levied
On to you

I keep it in check
I fall apart
I figured it out
It took too long
I'm calling it now
I was too willing
To make you the villain

I keep it in check
I was so wrong
I figured it out
But it took too long
I'm calling it now
I was so willing
Does it make me the villain?