"grand bouquet" lyrics

When did I start to roll my eyes
At things that used to always light a fire?
You never judged, guess I'll chalk it up
To patience 'cause I know you're not a liar

There I was, just waiting, clearing shelves for decorations
While mistaking subtlety for something wrong
Now looking from a distance at whatever I was missing
It was right there in the kitchen all along

Been so busy praying for my grand bouquet
Not noticing you gave me a new flower every day
They collected over time, I let them die along the way
Just wanna say I'm sorry and I hope it's not too late

Sure, I understood all the self-help books
But I still became the person that I hate
The ones who bother with rose-colored fodder
Instead of putting water in the vase

I been so busy praying for my grand bouquet
Not noticing you gave me a new flower every day
They collected over time, I let them die along the way
I just wanna say I'm sorry and I hope it's not too late

I don't always say it
But you always pick my favorite

Been so busy praying for my grand bouquet
Not noticing you gave me a new flower every day
You didn't need a reason or a made-up holiday
I just wanna say I'm sorry and I hope it's not too late