"in love with me" lyrics

I'd do stuff like
Surprise me, realign me
And defy me when I need to get out of my head
Unshaken, unbothered
I'd take all my strength as a gift, not a threat

Wouldn't weaponize my lowest lows, I'd amplify my highest highs
I'd blow my own mind
I'd clear the skies
Say it's okay to shine

That's the kind of lover I'd be
If I was in love with me
Miss me, but I'd let me leave
Kiss me when I bare my teeth
I'd lay my head in my lap
I'd let me cry, make me laugh
Damn
That's the kind of lover I'd be
If I was in love with me

I'd say stuff like
"You matter, I like you
The world. It won't shatter if you take a day off
You're safe here, got space here
It'll all be okay even though it's a lot."

Wouldn't make fun of me for my crystals and astrology
Apologies wouldn't slip through the cracks
Through the good and the bad
I'd know what I have

That's the kind of lover I'd be
If I was in love with me
Miss me, but I'd let me leave
Kiss me when I bare my teeth
I'd lay my head in my lap
I'd let me cry, make me laugh
Damn
That's the kind of lover I'd be
If I was in love with me

I'd be so good to me
So good that I wouldn't leave
Is that too much to ask?
To give love and get it back?

That's the kind of lover I'd be
If I was in love with me
Miss me, but I'd let me leave
Kiss me when I bare my teeth
Lay my head in my lap
Let me cry, make me laugh
Damn