"carousel" lyrics

And it's a night on October
Could I even decipher
What your kiss meant?
A beautiful threat to my coming-of-age
A night to be wasted
When your words fail to deliver
Something my soul craves
And I'm starting to be afraid
Will you do the same?
Tattooed in my prayers is your holy name
And I'm starting to be afraid
The fact that I'm ready to take the blame

Few years later
We could turn back together
How I call you like my father
But see you as my lover
Would we be a subject to change?
Would you still like me the same?
My jack of all trades
Let's dive deeper
On something uncertain
You know, I'm starting to be afraid
But darling, you make me brave
It's like living in a carousel
Everyday
And I'm starting to be afraid
Please don't push me away
Please don't push me away

Blinded by my lover
Can you stay sober?
"It is what it is," I say
Let's figure out together
Figure out together

Blinded by my lover
Can you stay sober?
"It is what it is," I say
Let's figure out together
Figure out together

The sun is setting slower
I'm in a middle of a disaster
Yet I still found myself thinking of your
Beautiful face
My manifested grace
I'm sorry if I couldn't save you
Out of the darkness
You know, I'm starting to be afraid
But I'll spread my arms to embrace
Your broken edges
We're just the same
My darling, you make me brave
I'll bet on you with all of my faith
So please don't push me away
Please don't push me away