"Bipolar" lyrics

In and out of offices, I lost my shit
I don't even know who my doctor is
I stare at the clock as I watch it tick
And I can't figure out what my problem is
I'm stuck at a point that I am about to break
My mind keeps racin', I'm wide awake
One minute I'm fine, then a violent state
Takes full control, then I can't escape
How many times do I have to explain it?
It's dangerous when my emotions get played with, I hate it
I'm a time bomb tickin', better get back, might snap any minute
"Oh good riddance, here he goes again!"
"Lost all control, it got a hold of him"
"He's so weak, he let emotions win!"
How many people gonna notice that—

I'm Bipolar
(No one knows me at all)
Bipolar
('Cause I'll never say)
I'm Bipolar
(No one knows me at all)
Yo, look

I'm like a head trip to listen to
'Cause I'm only spittin' you the shit you would say to your therapist in a sittin' room when you got 'em too conflicted to sit and finish the interview 'cause they're barin' witness to someone sharin' shit that could sentence you
Ooh, I'm a bit dramatic
Arms, hands, neck, lays and face tatted
Bitch, I stay rappin', big crazy, stay back
'Cause I'mma make magic, and dangnabit, I'm great at it
I'm the shit, no comment
Makin' hits like Muhammad
I'll leave unless you add a few zeros and a comma on
No drama, stay hungry like it's Ramadan
I'm allowed to take, but I'm an exotic phenomenon
What's bubblin', baby? You like soda?
'Cause I got a—
Bitch, don't touch it, it's my Cola
High [?], hit 'em with a eye rollin'
What you want from me, homie?
Shit, I told you I'm Biploar

I'm Bipolar
(No one knows me at all)
Bipolar
('Cause I'll never say)
I'm Bipolar
(No one knows me at all)

Look, I don't mean to yell at you, but listen when I sing
If I'm sharin' somethin' with you, then it means that I'm not okay
Look, bro, I've been tryna deal with the pain, and the only way to handle it's fillin' up with this rage
Yo, fam, you need to calm down
That's a trigger for me, hate it when people tell me to, "calm down"
Calm down, you ain't need to go all out
Calm down? I'mma show you the meanin' of, "all out"
Let me try again
And if you don't like it, here's a little violin
Whamp-whamp-whamp
Try again, you fuckin' up my vibe again, lie again, then I'mma have to come and unalive you, bitch
So get your vitamins, medicines out the cabinet
And I'mma know if you took it or if you cap it
This medication is makin' me feel average!
That's great
But my anxiety can't manage!
Look, I've been tryna get depression out the picture, but the problem is I like to sip and drink a little liquor
I've been givin' out apologies and stickin' to the script, but the problem is, they never get the picture
Probably 'cause—

I'm Bipolar
(No one knows me at all)
Bipolar
('Cause I'll never say)
I'm Bipolar
(No one knows me at all)