"The One" lyrics

[MOM:]
Does everyone find their person or is that what you see in the movies?
I feel like I've searched forever but have yet to find a conclusion
Is it fate? Is it luck? Is it chance? I'm stuck
Cuz I have yet to figure out the definition of love
What do I do if nobody wants me? The thought of it's daunting
Can I be loved or am I alone? The question it haunts me
All that I have is a hope and a dream that someone will love me for me
Someone who's happy to give me their all and willing to work as a team

I know I need to remain strong and stop from shedding tears
The end is getting closer and the future's so unclear
I'm so afraid to die alone that's my biggest fear
Cuz it's only when I'm with someone the feelings disappear
Will it happen? I don't know, only time will tell
Until then I'll sit here just thinking how it feels
Is it madness? Or Hell? I guess it's hard to tell
Until then I'll sit here just thinking how it feels

[Allison Kirby:]
Will I ever find the one?

[MOM:]
Love is what I chase but it always gets away somehow
Will I?
Will I?
Will I?

[Allison Kirby:]
Will I ever find the one?
I won't make excuses for the pain or the beauty that it brang and in time I know that I can move on

[Gremlin:]
I stumble inside my apartment, with a bottle inside of my hand
Beer stains on the carpet, a problem is all that I am
At least that's what she would say when I was giving her all that I can
I couldn't give her all of me, cuz there is too much my trauma demands
I know it's not who I am, but I forgot who I was
It wasn't part of the plan, but maybe part of it was
It's hard to let anybody in when I do it's hard to adjust
I said I would never love again but I guess a part of me does
All you wanted was trust, but all you got was a broken man with a drinking issue he doesn't want to discuss
All I feel is disgust when I look inside of the mirror
Cuz I'm blaming you when it's my fault and it couldn't be anymore clear
I wore my heart on my sleeve 'til they tore it off at the seams
But I've hurt myself more than anyone even though it's not what it seems
I wore my heart on my sleeve 'til they tore it off at the seams
Now I walk around with a broken heart and I'm dozing off as it bleeds, damn

[Allison Kirby:]
Will I ever find the one?

[MOM:]
Love is what I chase but it always gets away somehow
Will I?
Will I?
Will I?

[Allison Kirby:]
Will I ever find the one?
I won't make excuses for the pain or the beauty that it brang and in time I know that I can move on

I feel upset tonight, little neglected my life is a mess and I'm trying to find peace
All in my head tonight don't know my left from right I feel like death inside trying to find me
Round and round and on and on we search
It's a phenomenon, I'm down and out is it worth, all the time I search for you?

Heyeah!

Will I ever find the one?

[MOM:]
Love is what I chase but it always gets away somehow
Will I?
Will I?
Will I?

[Allison Kirby:]
Will I ever find the one?
I won't make excuses for the pain or the beauty that it brang and in time I know that I can move on