"dr. melfi" lyrics

Yeah

I've been less of a man tryna be more of a man
I close the door, I know I owe myself myself
I've been less of a friend, tryna be more of a champ
I store my sword, I know I owe myself some help
But will I get it?

I shot the stork out the sky, cried as it fell, and left my infant
Let us know, hide all the bones and shells I step on through the winter
My Carmelo and Dr. Melfi is melded at the hip to me
I drag it to the depths with me
They begging for a sympathy
Security, euphoria, my liquor and my pistol sleep
With one eye open, I'm staring down the barrel giggling
Smiling at Osiris, my heart and feather a triple beam
Balanced dentures, another scale that make up my symphony
I live to sing
I kick a pebble off the cliff and think
Everything settles in the end but me
They asking me why I found my self doubt the size of the wire
I told 'em everything goes in the fire that's not the fire
I be having to forget my teeth knives when I try to smile
The love we shared beneath my desires piled in a mound
Any wishes of revising my cycles siphoning out
And now in Heaven gates the only time you'll be holding our child

I've been less of a man tryna be more of a man
I close the door, I know I owe myself myself
I've been less of a friend, tryna be more of a champ
I store my sword, I know I owe myself some help
I've been less of a man tryna be more of a man
I close the door, I know I owe myself myself
I've been less of a friend, tryna be more of a champ
I store my sword, I know I owe myself some help
But will I get it?