"i did" lyrics

Yeah

I said I wasn't gon' sip that shit no more but I did
I said I wasn't gon' call your phone no more but I did
I ran up enough commas, throw my bros the assists
All the lighting, wasn't frightened, I ain't know if I would live

But I did
Excitement for this life declining slow the more I see it
Intertwined my pride with shiny things, the clothes, and the women
Heaven knows I was warm before I dove, I ain't listen
Anxiety just widening my holes in cognition
I'm fighting sleep, I'm guided by the roar of my engine
So I'm dialing, ill advice bein' alone in my condition
You decline and fight a trauma of your own so I get it
I said I wouldn't politick no more, I'm buyin' pistols
Was invited in my life, goddamn, ain't grow up around killing
I said I wouldn't fall in love no more, try and [?]
It ain't nullify the impact of the ending on my ticket
You said this time was final prying boys off your window
I got tired, tryna find me? I'm on tour; buy a ticket
I act like I was fine with time, I'm sure it's something missing
It's probably sprinting with my kite, it wasn't lifting, sky was windless

I said I wasn't gon' call your phone no more but I did
You said you wasn't biding time no more and you meant it
Was mindless thinkin' I could keep you warm with the fridges
Hit the limits of intention, driftin', pickin' up some spirits
I said I wasn't gon' sip that shit no more but I did
I said I wasn't gon' call your phone no more but I did
I ran up enough commas, throw my bros the assists
All the lighting, wasn't frightened, I ain't know if I would live

But I did
I told you I wasn't gon' break your heart, and then I did