"Tide" lyrics

Slowly
You'll stop thinking about it more and more
'Til one day you're tripping over the feeling, go to the door
And I'll think, "I thought I was over it but I guess that there's more"
And I'll dig further and further to places I've been before

Time isn't on my side
I put in so much work for me to hide from myself
Thinking I was over it, over it, over it
I let myself get pulled out into the tide

Tide pulled out into the tide
Tide pulled out into the tide
Tide pulled out into the tide
Tide pulled out into the tide

I wanted to flee the country just 'cause you were there
I wanted away from everything that'd touched me
I couldn't guess that I would always feel something missing 'til I'm at the edge
Will it ever end?
End

I've been cutting my ties
I've been leaving you behind
I've been running so far that I never really needed to hide
I've been slowing down so I can see whatever's right
Pulling me back into the tide

Tide pulling me back into the tide
Tide pulling me back into the tide
Tide pulling me back into the tide
Tide pulling me back into the tide

I refuse to drown in you
I refuse those concrete shoes
I refuse to let myself get weighed down by the memory
Of something that you did to me
I refuse to drown in you
I refuse those concrete shoes
I refuse, I refuse