"Make Believe" lyrics

It's not the same as it used to be
And I'm afraid it's pointing back at me
I have to question what I still believe
I just hope I find the missing piece

Feels like every day's the same
Chemicals inside my brain
Make me think I'm in a simulation
Nothing ever seems to change
And it's written on my face
Am I living in my own creation

Am I alive or am I just breathing
I'm so numb that sometimes I fear
It's all make-believe
Is it make-believe
I've been lost looking for a reason
To carry on but I'm losing hope
Is this all a dream
Tell me is it make-believe

I'm not the same as I used to be
I think I'm haunted by the things I've seen
Is anybody else the same as me
(Is anybody else the same as me)

Feels like every day's the same
Chemicals inside my brain
Make me think I'm in a simulation
Nothing ever seems to change
And it's written on my face
Am I headed for my own damnation

Am I alive or am I just breathing
I'm so numb that sometimes I fear
It's all make-believe
Is it make-believe
I've been lost looking for a reason
To carry on but I'm losing hope
Is this all a dream
Tell me is it make-believe

Am I glitching in and out again
When the game is over will I see the end
Maybe they just forgot to plug me in
The screen is black and now I'm seeing red

Now I'm seeing red
When the game is over will I see the end

Am I alive or am I just breathing
I'm so numb that sometimes I fear
It's all make-believe
Is it make-believe
I've been lost looking for a reason
To carry on but I'm losing hope
Is this all a dream
Tell me is it make-believe