"Calm" lyrics

Oh, oh-oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh-oh, oh
Oh, oh-oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh-oh, oh

I wonder why I feel this way (Feel this way)
My mind drifts away (Mind drifts away)
Bite my tongue to know what to say (Know what to say)
I hold back my true feeling deep down
On the edge, I might take a leap down
Rest my eyes and mind, go to sleep now
I know I made some past mistakes
I know I might seem like a fake
They got the knife on my wrist, my life will take
Too tired to even stay awake

I'm sorry I can't stop
I know this might be a lot
I don't wanna hurt you, wanna talk
Alone on the road, oh, whoa, oh
I know that I hurt you bad
Know I messed up, regret that
No more smiles, never laugh
Shattered, broken like a glass
I've been struggling with myself, I've been stru-stru-stru-stru
I've been struggling with myself, I've been stru-stru-stru-stru
I've been struggling with myself, I've been stru-stru-stru-stru
I've been struggling with myself, I've been stru-stru-stru-stru

Cool air hitting my face
No feeling in the first place
I know we all make mistakes
My smile always seems to fade