"Cycle" lyrics

In this cycle, I wanna leave but I can't
Tryna fix it but I can't, nothing goes to plan
Say that it was you and not me, don't understand
Miss the feeling of my fingers against your hair

I don't think that you get it
It's obsolete, so forget it
I wish that I never said it
I know where this shit is heading
You tore me down to my foundation
I'm [?], yeah, you were makeshift
I try my hardest while I'm making
My pain is sleeping, don't awaken
I'm wearing hoodies to hide all my scars
I'm always making all these songs but don't know if I'll get far
Open up my FL Studio, should I even start?
I don't talk a lot so just know that this shit from the heart
I'm only seventeen but got so much to get off my chest
I've been under a lot of pressure lately, I'm under stress
I'm just so thankful for the platform that I got to express
How I've been feeling lately, my life has turned into a mess
I start to get motivated then don't wanna do shit at all
And then I get mad at myself and slam my head on the wall
And I've been losing my friends and shit turned to a free for all
And then I wait for your name to pop in my phone, one call

In this cycle, I wanna leave but I can't
Tryna fix it but I can't, nothing goes to plan
Say that it was you and not me, don't understand
Miss the feeling of my fingers against your hair
In this cycle, I wanna leave but I can't
Tryna fix it but I can't, nothing goes to plan
Say that it was you and not me, don't understand
Miss the feeling of my fingers against your hair