"Diary Of An OG" lyrics

"Diary Of An OG"

Oldest girl
I'll always be the oldest girl
I'll always be the oldest girl
I'll always be the oldest girl

Parentified
Talking to myself, I can't identify
Who it is I want to be and who I am inside
There's a lady in the mirror I don't recognize
Like who am I?
Who was I called to be?
How can I be myself when I don't know me?
Feel like I owe the world but it don't owe me
Overcompensate for baggage people don't see
Yeah
Oldest girl
I'll always be the oldest girl
I'll always be the oldest girl
I'll always be the oldest girl

You gotta cook and clean and wash everything
You got a roof over your head, what more do you need?
For the longest those words have been following me
So much so as an adult I forgot I had needs
I forgot it was my world too
I wasn't brought in this world to be a stepstool
I am just as great as whoever I stand next to
Even if I'm not who you expected to, but still I'll always be the oldest girl
I know I'm not the only girl
Surrounded, still a lonely girl
Sincerely your oldest girl

Oldest girl
Oldest girl
I'll always be the oldest girl
I'll always be the oldest girl
I'll always be the oldest girl


Writer(s): Christopher Townsend, Leondra Roshawn Gay, Mario Powers
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