"Locked In" lyrics

I was mentioning to your name
In rooms I barely got in
Just to show you how much I was locked in
And whenever you call everything I was dropping
Yeah
Thinking outside the box it got me boxed in

Trying to buy your heart ain't realize what it's costing me
And I know you insecure, it's the boss in me
I know I act mature, it's the loss in me
It's the pain and the trauma I endured

You left before the paint dried, before the resin cured
I'm sorry that I made you wear a jacket that's not yours

I was shooting in the gym
But what happens when I get sore
This morning I woke up wrong side of the bed
Ignoring the demon that's on side of my head
Replaying conversation thinking about all the things that I said
How you treat me like I'm green
Then get mad when I'm seeing red
I'm moving on
Wearing gloves on my hands
'Cause I know every dog is bound to bite when it's being fed
Want me to follow blindly
I don't know I'm being led
You cut me to the core
I don't know how much blood was shed
I'm done removing the leeches
Now I'm just picking up pieces
Just remember whenever you ballin
I was the one sitting there in the bleachers
I was the one sitting there in the stand
During your off season
You gotta go get a bitch that's bland
When you had a young bitch who was still seasoned
Boy you was losing the goddamn plan
Man
I was the voice reason
Meanwhile my shit blow up
All in the south
And all in the regions
Still trying to let you have your shine
I know your pride was doing the eating
I gotta drop my nuts
No
It don't make it right, but it make it even

Mentioning your name
In rooms I barely got it
Just to show you how much I was locked in
And whenever you call everything I was dropping
Yeah
Thinking outside the box it got me boxed in

Trying to buy your heart ain't realize what it's costing me
And I know you insecure it's the boss in me
I know I act mature it's the loss in me
It's the pain in the trauma I endure

There's no pain in my heart
I don't hold any ill will
Any ill will, any ill will

There's no pain in my heart

I don't hold any ill will
Any ill will, any ill will

I was bringing up your name
In rooms I barely got in
Got in
oh no
I was trying to show you
I was solid
I was locked in
But you couldn't wait to show me
That you had some other option
I hope you remember what you had before
When you go out shopping
Oh no