"Ghost Reality" lyrics

I live everyday in a world where I did everything different
When you cried in the car and instead I really listened
All those times I felt love and I just fucking admit it
Give you the whole of my heart, the same that you were given
And when I moved overseas and you said you'd wait for us
I really gave it a chance and not ran away from love
A world where I'm not scared every morning just waking up
Now I make it up

There's a place inside my mind I make believe
Where the story doesn't end in tragedy
And now the only way I feel you close to me
Is to hide inside a ghost reality

Picture the night we first met but we never left that garden
I walked you home instead of leaving you outside my apartment
I wasn't selfish and just appreciated your patience
A world where I signed the deal without my ego inflating
I see a life you in white, two kids, one picket fence
Not me alone in my room, punishing myself instead
'Cause I can't face the fact this is how the real story ends
So I just pretend

There's a place inside my mind I make believe
Where the story doesn't end in tragedy
And now the only way I feel you close to me
Is to hide inside a ghost reality