"Talk" lyrics

The Fourth of April, in a car park
The first time that I said it out loud
I held my breath and stared at the stars but
I couldn't stop when the tears rolled down
You said we'll talk all night if we have to
You're my best friend, I need you around
I said I'm sorry but I don't see no way out

If I don't believe in God, who can I call?
Maybe it's easier to end it all
I'm sorry mama, but it's not your fault
I'm just another picture on your wall
Oh, it's time that I talk
Oh, it's time that I talk

My heart was racing, hands were shaking
Suddenly all the words poured out
Like for a year now, I've been faking
All these voices, they scream so loud
And when those days come around
Where the demons come out, I can deal with them now
Because I've been through hell
And I found my way out

If I don't believe in God, who can I call?
Maybe it's easier to end it all
I'm sorry mama, but it's not your fault
I won't be another picture on your wall
Oh, it's time that I talk
Oh, it's time that I talk
Oh, I think it's time that I talk
Oh, it's time that I talk, eh

If I don't believe in God, who can I call?
Maybe it's easier to end it all
I'm sorry mama, it's not your fault
I won't be another picture on your wall
Oh, it's time that I talk
Oh, it's time that I talk
Oh, I think it's time that I talk
Oh, it's time that I talk