"Fading" lyrics

I hold back
Like I'm always in battle lock
The hatch
Cause I'm always afraid
Want to fight
But sometimes I feel fragile
Like my dad
I wish I were brave

Oh my love, my love
The waves are coming at me
Now I see, I see the tide

Why do we stay here
In this moment when
The windows they
Keep closing and the
Daylight
Is fading
So fast
How do you know that in
The moment
When you're breaking
You'll break open that
The hurting
Will be worth it and
Won't last
That it's
Fading

Past is past
Gotta leave it behind you
Can't go fast
When you're looking that way
You're running away, you're running away
But you're
Not your mistakes
Not your mistakes
Oh
Know you're not alone

Why do we stay here
In this moment when
The windows they
Keep closing and the
Daylight
Is fading
So fast
How do you know that in
The moment
When you're breaking
You'll break open that
The hurting
Will be worth it and
Won't last
That it's
Fading

All my life my life
The waves are coming at me
Now I see, I see the tide
All my life my life
Thought somebody would be save me
But I guess
That job is mine

Why do we stay here
In this moment when
The windows they
Keep closing and the
Daylight
Is fading
So fast
How do you know that in
The moment
When you're breaking
You'll break open that
The hurting
Will be worth it and
Won't last
That it's
Fading