"Martyr" lyrics

I shamble away from day to day
The day they came, life wasn't the same
Life wasn't the same
In the labyrinth, I can't seem to find
Where the truth lies, there's only demise
There's only demise

Just like you told me then
It hurts to start again
I need to let you go
This time around, I don't know why you're standing here
Just hurt me like you did
You bring me down to this
I've got to let you go
I just don't know how to yet

The screaming thoughts, what's real and not?
Why have fought when all is lost?
When all is lost
I have no hope, how can I cope?
Tears always drop, why won't they stop?
Why won't they stop?

Just like you told me then
It hurts to start again
I need to let you go
This time around, I don't know why you're standing here
Just hurt me like you did
You bring me down to this
I've got to let you go
I just don't know how to yet