"Sand" lyrics

I open my eyes
To the sunlit land
My tower built high
With the walls of sand
From here I look down
You shovel my veins
It's crumbling now
All over again

Watch me fall to the ground
All the [?] and the rage
Only put me in misery
When you hit me hard as you can
Show me
Watch me fall to the ground
All the [?] and the rage
Only put me in misery
When you hit me hard as you can
Show me

I'm safe and secure
Illusions regain
The pain I endured
In a twisted game
You build me back up
In an effort of grace
The glass in my mouth
Is all I can taste

Watch me fall to the ground
All the [?] and the rage
Only put me in misery
When you hit me hard as you can
Show me
Watch me fall to the ground
All the [?] and the rage
Only put me in misery
When you hit me hard as you can
Show me