"Mirrors" lyrics

On How It's Made, a spoon or aeroplane
There's always something new that I'm learning
But not today, with change I hesitate
I treat unwanted thoughts like a burden

If only I knew how to reason
And go with the change of the season
Holding myself back from tears
Holding myself up to mirrors

I keep a list of all the friends I miss
And all the ways I'd stop it from growing
But life's a fist; you swing too much you'll miss
The point of all of it wasn't showing

If only I knew how to reason
And go with the change of the season
Holding myself back from tears
Holding myself up to mirrors

If only I knew how to reason
And go with the change of the season
I'm holding myself back from tears
Holding myself up to mirrors

Falling's the trip and getting up's the bit
That I can't seem to do
Just yet