"Okay" lyrics

I'm afraid that this anxiety is killing me
But I've been trying to believe that there is nothing wrong with me
Everybody says I'm strong, but they can't really see me
I'm hiding my emotions, but they show up in my dreams

And everyday I grind away
Make the dream a reality
But every night I'm in a fight
Sleepin', grindin' my teeth
I try to pray, take it away
All the stress and the business
But I just can't stop saying yes

This time I'm facin' the music
Won't lose my mind, He's walkin' me through this
I finally realized
Yes, I'm going through some things
And even if I feel away, I'll be okay

Used to run around in clothes that were too big for me
Wore a mask just to disguise the pain I felt inside
Got so good at this pretending, I lost sight of me
Felt like an imposter, I was muzzled by my pride

I try to pray, take it away
All the stress and the business
But there's a lesson in wilderness
And my heart is open

This time I'm facin' the music
Won't lose my mind, He's walkin' me through this
I finally realized (Oh, I finally realized)
Yes, I'm going through some things
And even if I feel away, I'll be okay
Yeah-yeah, nah

Life may get dark, things will get hard, I know that
But things are gonna get better, ooh
Might lose my way if I can't find my faith
But I know that things are gonna get better, better, ooh
Oh-oh, I really should admit when I am struggling
I know that things are gonna get better, ooh (Oh)
A work in progress, it's a process, but He'll keep His promise
Things are gonna get better, better, oh

This time I'm facin' the music
Won't lose my mind, He's walkin' me through this
I finally realized
Yes, I'm going through some things
But even if I feel away, I'll be okay (I'll be okay)

I will be okay
Ooh, ooh
I know, I know, I know, I'll be okay
I'll be okay