"Deathbed" lyrics

Oh, time weighs heavy when
Degeneration slowly starts within
I watch myself become the one
That's afraid to never stand for nothing
Always afraid of the chaos inside my head
There's nothing left except for violence

Oh, can you hear it, can you hear it?
Can you hear the voice inside my head
Seeking its way out of all that fucking misery?
You are fixed and forced to watch your lonely end
Uncapable to recognize yourself and comprehend

All these voices in my head crying out
So loud, I lost the thread
Better off, you're better off dead
I count the days while I lay in my deathbed

I try to mute them, mute them, make myself deaf
I'm fainting out, let my mind rest
So can you feel it, can you feel it
Can you feel the pressure in my head?
Expansion of the echoes, more than I can take

All these voices in my head crying out
So loud, I lost the thread
Better off, you're better off dead
Trying to mute everything that they say
And my soul begins to crawl
Shattered down slowly until I fall
Better off, you're better off dead
I count the days while I lay in my deathbed

Calling out for help, but no one is there
Just waiting for death to crawl up the stairs
Can't break me, can't fix me
Hold your ear towards the silence
Can you hear them?
Can you feel them in my deathbed? Yeah
Oh

I just cannot take it any longer
Death's just waiting around the corner
I'm my own worst enemy
These voices in my head
Maybe they're right, I'm better off dead

All these voices in my head crying out
So loud, I lost the thread
Better off, you're better off dead
I count the days while I lay in my-
My soul begins to crawl, shattered down
Slowly until I fall
Better off, you're better off dead
I count the days while I lay in my deathbed

Yeah

I'll lay in my deathbed