"any1 but myself" lyrics

Staring at the ceiling, I've been wondering where I went wrong
Cause everywhere I'm going is another place I don't belong

What if I get halfway to the moon and then it all just stops
And what if
Every fairytale is just a fairytale, they're all made up

Why do I
Always feel like I am falling behind
I spend every minute
Wishing I'm someone else
Maybe I need help
Cause I wanna be anyone but myself
Oh why
Am I jealous of a stereotype
I been looking in the mirror and I can't tell
Maybe I need help
Cause I wanna be anyone but myself

I wanna be anyone but myself

Every happy feeling is another one that I can't trust
Cause I'll wake up tomorrow and be certain that I'm not enough

I compete with my friends
I'm not pretty like them
And it drives me insane I can't measure success
Right now I'm just thinking that I might be thinking way too much

Why do I
Always feel like I am falling behind
I spend every minute
Wishing I'm someone else
Maybe I need help
Cause I wanna be anyone but myself
Oh why
Am I jealous of a stereotype
I been looking in the mirror and I can't tell
Maybe I need help
Cause I wanna be anyone but myself

I wanna be anyone but myself

I know
I should be grateful for the things that I have
And trust me I am
Still, I wanna be anyone but myself